Figuring out how to live day to day in the Spirit as a wife and minister of the gospel, while I long for motherhood and learn how to write.
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
I had weird day today. I was affected very strongly by some dreams that I had last night and it those aforementioned affects lasted until mid-afternoon. I definitely felt better after doing two days in my Bible study that I'm going through with a partner. Being in God's word is amazingly stabilizing - actually that was what brought me out of my weirdness. That cake was iced a tiny bit with the normalizing affect of doing stuff around the house, playing the piano, and getting things ready for Bible study this evening. I can occasionally get caught in the "alternate realities" created by my dreams. Those of you who know me well have no doubt been subject to my attempts at sharing these dreams. I usually either only share them with people with whom I feel extremely safe. Or I share them with people of whose opinion I couldn't really care less. (Those last two sentences would have been so easily ended with a preposition! But I didn't!!! I rock.) I can usually regain my composer within several seconds after waking up, but every once and a while I get a doozy of a night and my day leaves much to be desired. Anyway, the point is that I did get better, so I'm thankful for that. :) And I am very thankful for God's word - I am continually amazed by the love all wrapped up in it. Just the fact that we have it is so loving.
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